La verdad es que te quiero, pero no vales la pena

Es tan difícil dejar ir a alguien que creías que era el elegido. Te rompe el corazón saber que nunca debisteis estar juntos.

Esta vez ocurrió algo extraño, un error en el sistema, un cableado equivocado que nos unió.

Sometimes I think it’s a cruel joke God played on me. Here you go, fall in love with him, give him everything you’ve got, open your heart, let him in and he will spin around and stomp on it.

He will have the time of his life and you’re going to be paying the price in tears.

This pain I feel won’t go away. It appears everywhere—in my heart, in my soul y in my mind. I can’t fight it anymore.

I can’t fight you anymore. I’m sorry, but I’m giving up.

¿Por qué te tomaste la molestia de conquistarme, por qué pediste mi atención si nunca fuiste en serio? ¿Por qué alguien haría eso, hacer que una persona enamorarse ¿y luego no dar una mierda?

Juraste que me amabas. Prometiste mantenerme a salvo. Prometiste que nadie me tocaría, que nadie me haría daño.

Pero lo irónico es que rompiste todas las promesas que me hiciste. Eres tú quien está haciendo todo aquello de lo que dijiste que ibas a protegerme.

Maybe you’re not hurting me on purpose but that just proves that you don’t care and you never did.

And that’s why you don’t deserve me. That’s why you are not worthy of me.

I’m trying so hard to erase my love for you, I’m hoping it will fade away and slowly disappear. I hope that letting you go and getting over you won’t be that hard.

It shouldn’t be so hard but it is because my heart doesn’t want to accept that you don’t love me.

My heart doesn’t want to believe that you never loved me. My mind doesn’t want to accept that our paths should never have crossed.

But it will have to because I don’t want to live like this anymore. I have to let you go, even though I still love you, because I have to think about myself and what’s good for me.

Esta vez tengo que anteponerme a mí mismo.

I’m done making everyone around me feel happy and satisfied. I’m done granting wishes and stomping all over myself while doing so. I’m done being my own last resort.
Puse tanto en nuestra relación.

Even when I saw that we were growing apart, just because I stopped trying, I gave it another shot. I didn’t give up right away, even though I should have, because you didn’t deserve another chance.

Intenté entenderte. Intentaba encontrar una razón para que las cosas fueran como fueron. Fui más que razonable contigo.

No one else would put up with your shit like I did and you still didn’t appreciate me. You still didn’t see how much I tried, not even then.

Siempre estuve a tu lado cuando la vida te dio una patada. Yo era el hombro en el que apoyabas la cabeza cuando te cansabas.

Yo era la cara sonriente con la que llegabas a casa después de un día duro. Pero, ¿sabes qué?

Your head was too heavy to rest on my shoulder but I let you do it anyway. I didn’t feel like smiling but I did it anyway; I did it to make you feel better.

Lo hice para consolarte cuando me necesitabas. Una vez más, te puse por encima de mí.

I can’t keep trying to make you love me. I can’t keep fighting for us because there was never us, it was only you and it was only me. And you… you didn’t deserve me.

This relationship has become torture. I’m not happy and now that I’ve stopped trying to please you, you aren’t happy either. It hurts like hell to let you go but it will hurt even more to make you stay.

You’ll find someone who is right for you and I know I will find someone who is right for me. Alguien que me merezca, someone who will be worthy of all the love and effort I’m going to put into our relationship.

I love you but you’re just not worth it. You will never love anyone but yourself so I just hope you’ll find someone who will accept you for who you are.