Una vez que cruzas la línea de la falta de respeto, ya no esperes que sea comprensivo

El otro día leí una cita de Johnny Depp que me hizo reflexionar sobre nuestra relación. Dijo que

You can close your eyes to the things you don’t want to see, but you can’t close your heart to the things you don’t want to feel.

I closed my eyes so many times because I didn’t want to see how you were treating me. Or rather, how you were mistreating me.

My heart doesn’t carry any love for you anymore because it was aware a long ago that you don’t deserve such a pure and honest feeling. And I just can’t keep closing my eyes to it.

Me decepcionaste tantas veces pero te perdoné. Me insultaste tantas veces y también te perdoné. Me heriste una y otra vez y también te perdoné.

Todo lo que hice fue perdonarte. Te perdoné una y otra vez. I forgave you so many times, when you didn’t even ask for forgiveness, when you weren’t even sorry for what you did.

Siempre tuve que ser comprensivo contigo y tus acciones, tan estúpidas y equivocadas.

Te inventabas las peores excusas y, aunque yo sabía que eran todas mentira, decidí fingir que creía en cada una de ellas.

Bien, that’s me. A woman who always chooses to see the best in people. One who believes that people can change. One with a naive heart that forgives everyone and everything.

En realidad, ése era yo, antes de decidir poner fin a todo eso, antes de darme cuenta del dolor que me causan la ingenuidad y la credulidad.

Yo era esa clase de mujer antes de decidir dejarte justo donde perteneces; en el pasado. Finalmente decidí trazar el final de la línea y no permitir que la cruzaras nunca más.

Cruzaste todos mis límites y luego me hiciste olvidar que alguna vez existieron. Cruzaste la línea de la falta de respeto pero gracias a Dios, finalmente encontré la fuerza para say IT’S ENOUGH once and for all.

You can’t just expect me to be understanding anymore. You can’t expect me to get over such awful things like they never even happened. You can’t expect me to love you the same.

In fact, you can’t expect anything from me anymore because you don’t deserve it. You don’t deserve me, my naive heart, my honest feelings, nothing.

Here is where I’m drawing the line and be sure that this is the one you’ll never ever cross again. This time, you won’t succeed in your miserable attempts to make me forget about everything and go back to you.

This time, I won’t betray myself. This time, I have decided that it’s time to show some understanding for myself.

All I ever did was honestly love you, while you always took me for granted. I can’t take it anymore. That’s ending now and right here.

Actually, now I’m asking you to be understanding and to leave me alone or at least be man enough at the end and admit your mistakes. Admit that you’ve lost the love of your life and that it was your mistake and only yours.

No, now I’m not asking you to say that you’re sorry or to ask for my forgiveness. You should forgive yourself because you’re the one who is going to suffer in the end.

I forgave you for everything a long time ago. And no, I didn’t do it because I thought you deserved it. I only forgave you because my tired soul deserves to have some peace.

You’ll see. One day, when you are all alone, you’ll understand it all. You’ll understand lo que tenías y lo que perdiste.

You’ll regret losing me for the rest of your life and you won’t be able to do absolutely anything about it and that’s why it’ll hurt you even more. I just wish you a long life so you’ll have more time to think about this.

The moment you crossed the line of disrespect was the moment of your defeat and the moment of my greatest victory in life; the moment you’ll regret for the rest of your life and one I’ll celebrate forever.