Non vuoi uscire con una ragazza come me

I’ve read so many times how boys have made girls think they’re not worthy or how they broke them and how they left them to pick up their pieces after they were gone.

And I don’t want that to happen to me. I don’t want you to make me fall for you and then you choose to not date me.

I don’t want you to leave me to handle all the emotions you’ve awoken in me.

I’ve always been a bit different, so if you’re not ready to accept me as I am, trust me—you don’t want to date me.

Sono un disastro.

I’m still figuring out my life and everything about me is messy.

I listen to all sorts of songs because I still haven’t decided what kind of music I like. Sometimes I do a thousand things in a single day and sometimes I don’t feel like getting out of bed.

Sometimes I love being around people and I’m the funniest person to be around and sometimes I don’t feel like talking at all.

It’s just who I am and I have no idea how long it will take me to un-mess myself.

Sono una persona che pensa troppo.

Essere un pensatore eccessivo is something I’m pretty sure I’ll remain as long as I am alive. I want to know why and I need to find the meaning in everything.

Ho difficoltà a lasciar andare le cose. Penso a una semplice cosa in cento modi diversi, analizzo ogni singolo scenario e anche se scelgo il migliore ho sempre paura che qualcosa vada storto.

Continuo a riconsiderare me stessa e faccio fatica ad addormentarmi perché ripasso mille volte nella mia testa tutte le cose che sono andate male.

Potreste voler cambiare questo aspetto di me, ma credetemi, i vostri sforzi saranno vani.

Non sono affatto perfetto.

I know I’m not perfect and I know I have thousands of imperfections. I have freckles on my nose, I laugh a lot and that’s why I have a lot of wrinkles around my eyes, and my body has stretch marks.

I often forget things and I make promises that are hard to keep and I try harder than anyone else would and I even try to be perfect even though I know I’m far from perfect.

I like to call myself a perfect imperfection and if you’re looking for a girl without a single flaw then I’m not the one for you. Leave me for someone who’ll take me as I am and love me despite my imperfections.

Sono emotivo.

I don’t even think emotional can describe me to begin with. I laugh a lot. My laugh is hilarious and once I start laughing I don’t stop until tears start rolling down my face.

Piango spesso. Piango quando vedo persone anziane sole, piango quando vedo un cucciolo e piango durante i film, sia che li guardi a casa da sola sia che li guardi al cinema con i miei amici.

I just can’t help myself. I feel everything and I feel it so intensely and I can’t switch it off. If you hate emotions, if you’re a cold type of a guy, you don’t want to date me, trust me.

Porto il mio cuore sulla manica.

I don’t pretend and I am bad at lying. My cheeks blush instantly, my heart starts beating way too fast and I start mumbling.

I gave up on playing games a long time ago, it just isn’t my thing. And if I like someone, I make sure they’re aware of it.

I give them my heart and my soul even if they might not be good to me. If I don’t like someone, I stay far away from them and I don’t ever pretend I like them; it’s really easy to read me.

So if you don’t like straightforward people, I’m afraid I won’t be your favorite person in this world. Dating me won’t be something you’ll enjoy either.

E quando amo, amo con tutto il cuore.

I don’t hold back in love. I never did. I guess that’s why I had my cuore spezzato una volta di troppo.

Ma non imparo mai. Niente mi impedisce di innamorarmi perdutamente di qualcuno.

I just don’t think love is something you should half do. That’s why when I love, I love wholeheartedly.

So, if you’re more for playing games, if you only do love occasionally, if you guard your heart and if you’re afraid to love, please, for the sake of both of us, stay far away and don’t bother dating me.

If you can’t handle everything I am, don’t date me. Don’t even try and make me fall for you just so you could leave once I welcome you into my heart.

If I’m too much, I understand.

Perhaps I’ll be just enough to someone else. Don’t destroy me just so you’d see if we could work out.

If I am not the type of girl you like, then don’t date me.

But if you are up for it, don’t expect me to change and don’t try changing me. Accept me as I am. I don’t ask for anything more than this.