I know this is the last thing you want to hear but I want you to know that it gets better. There is always a rainbow after rain, so don’t lose hope. I know what it feels like to live in a world like this.
I know you need to get up and fight for yourself. You need to show people that you are not easy to handle and if they just try to hurt you that you will rip their heads off.
That’s the only way to survive in a cruel world like this. I also know that you were much stronger before. I know that you went through so much shit in your life.
Trust me, I understand you – I’ve been there. But I also know that if you really want something, you can achieve it. So don’t sweat the small stuff. I know that you probably were hurt by a man or your friends and in those moments you lost your self-worth.
Let me tell you something – you are more than enough.
You are worthy and you are special and unique just the way you are. So never let anyone convince you of the opposite.
I know it is not easy to get up and fight. It takes a lot of bravery and strength to do that. But if you really want it, you can get it. What prevents you from achieving your goals?
What prevents you from finally being happy? Nothing!
So, get up and show the world that you are a queen and that you should be treated like one.
You are smart, beautiful, worthy, strong and independent. All of that lies inside of you but you just need to dig a little bit deeper to wake those emotions in yourself.
And if you ever ask God why he is doing all that to you, just remember that the teacher always remains silent during the test.
This is just another life lesson, the one that will make you stronger. The one that will open your eyes so you can see things you weren’t able to see before.
I know that you are maybe too harsh on yourself because you made mistakes in your past. So what? We all make mistakes but thanks to God, we learn from them.
And yeah, forget about that story that you can learn something from other people’s mistakes; it’s bullshit! Only when we experience some serious shit in our own skin can we then learn a lesson. And that is the golden rule.
In the end, I want you to know one more thing: you are not alone in this. There are many people who doubt themselves just like you and ask themselves if they are worthy enough to live in a world like this.
You need to deal with the fact that you will have your ups and downs.
That’s the way that the cookie crumbles. So, I don’t want you to give up. I want you to stand up and fight for yourself. Find a damn good reason and fight for that. It could be your child, your husband or even your pet. But you need something to make you feel alive again.
The only person who can prevent you from making your dreams come true is you.
And I know that you’ve still got it, but you need to release it. And whatever you decide, just know that I believe in you.
I am always there standing just around the corner and checking if you ever go down. Because if you do, I will always reach out to you a hand of salvation!
With much love,
One who has been there