The devastating pain and the heartbreak you’ve put me through are the things I wouldn’t wish for my worst enemy to experience. When you left me, you may have destroyed me, but what you couldn’t destroy was the memory of our love. And that is something I will always cherish.
I don’t want to have bad memories of you. Yes, some horrible things happened between us but they shouldn’t ruin all the beautiful moments we had together. And that is why I will always try not to look at you through all those things you did at the end.
I don’t want to remember you as the man who made me cry but as the man who could always put a smile back on my face. I don’t want to keep you in my memory as the man who broke me and as the man who made me feel more miserable than ever. Instead, I want to remember you as the man who made me feel like the happiest woman alive. Despite everything you put me through, I want to remember the good things.
I will remember the way you looked at me when we first met. Your look was the first thing that attracted me to you. I was drawn to it like a magnet, as if I were hypnotized. Usually, when you first meet a new guy, you notice his appearance but after I first saw you, all I could remember was your eyes and the way they were looking into me. That is the look I will remember as long as I live. I was fully dressed but you made me feel completely naked. You looked at me like you knew me, like you were looking at my soul. That look frightened me because I felt so exposed but at the same time, it was so familiar and heart-warming. It will always be something I can never explain but it will also be something I will always remember about you. And the best thing was that you kept looking at me like that throughout our entire relationship. Whenever I was with you, I felt like I was the only person in the room.
I will remember how in love I was with you. And how madly in love you were with me. I will remember the roller coaster of emotions I felt when I fell in love with you. I will remember the passion that I couldn’t fight. I will remember the butterflies, I will remember my knees shaking and my head spinning. I will remember the way I couldn’t control myself around you. I will remember that your sole presence was enough for me to go crazy. I will remember how you made me feel like I was on top of the world and that there was nothing I couldn’t do.
I will remember all the times I woke up next to you. I will remember how I enjoyed watching you sleep and how even your snoring made me feel peaceful. I will never forget that I literally couldn’t sleep without you by my side.
I will remember the calmness I felt when I was in your arms. Whatever was happening around us, I only needed to look at you and suddenly, the world was a better place.
I will remember all the times you were there for me when I needed you the most. Despite everything that happened between the two of us, I will never forget that I could count on you. I will never forget all the times I needed your support and all the times I needed for you to tell me that everything would be all right. I will always remember the times you came to me just because I wasn’t feeling good or just because I needed to see your face. I will always remember how secure your presence made me feel.
I will remember the way you took care of me. I will never forget how you worried about if I had eaten, if I had slept well or if I was cold. I will always remember all the times you took care of me when I was sick or when I was just feeling down. I will never forget how you were always worried if I’d got home safe or if I’d had enough sleep.
But most of all, I will remember the way you loved me. Because you did love me. I knew it back then, I know it now and I will always know it. And I know you know it. Despite everything you’ve put me through and despite the fact that you left me, I won’t allow anything and anyone to ruin the memory of our love. You did some horrible things to me and I’ve accepted that you don’t love me anymore but that doesn’t change the fact that you did love me hard. There are times when I am angry at you, there are times when I hate you, but even in those times, I don’t let myself forget how much you loved me. And that is something I will always remember. Because that great of a love is impossible to forget.Although your love broke me into pieces, I hope I will find my way back. What I know is that I will always remember that there was once a man who made me feel complete. Although there are moments when I feel like you’ve killed me, I will always remember that there was once a man who made me feel more alive than ever.
