Al hombre que no tuvo el valor de luchar por mí

Valía la pena.

Juro por Dios Valía la pena luchar and you were a fool for letting me go. You let go of the only girl who’ll ever honestly love you.

I’m not talking about that ordinary love a woman can feel towards her man. I am talking about once-in-a-lifetime love.

Sobre ese incondicional, desinteresado, honesto, inquebrantable, eterno tipo de amor.

That love was worth fighting for because I’m sure you’ll never find that kind of love again. We have only one chance to find true love and you’ve missed yours.

Eventually, you’ll find someone who’ll love you again, but trust me, you’ll never find someone who’ll love you as I did.

Don’t get me wrong. You know me best. You know that I don’t hold grudges. I really hope you are happy. I would be really pleased if you found someone who loves you for everything you are.

My intention wasn’t to play with you. I just wanted to distance myself to see how strong our love was and whether you were being honest when you said that you’d love me for the rest of our lives.

I still can’t understand how you could say over and over that you loved me if you didn’t feel that way. And you truly said it like a million times.

¿Cómo pudiste mirarme a los ojos y mentir? Significa que me mentías directamente a la cara todos los días.

Sé que ese fue mi error. Nunca debí poner a prueba nuestro amor. Me equivoqué al creer que era tan fuerte que podía superar todas las pruebas.

Me hiciste creer que nuestra conexión era tan fuerte que soportaría todo a lo que nos enfrentáramos. Creí sinceramente que nuestro amor resistiría el paso del tiempo.

Do you remember how we used to say “You and me, until the very end.”?

Haha, actually, it’s funny now. Promising and swearing eternal love for so long, but as soon as hard times came, you gave up and walked away immediately.

¿Fue por tu orgullo masculino o tu ego?  You just couldn’t allow yourself to be vulnerable or weak for one woman, could you?

Nunca entenderé cómo mantener tu ego bajo control es más importante que mantener a la mujer que amas, tu alma gemela, en tu vida.

¿Tenías miedo de lo que dirían tus amigos? ¿Tal vez te preocupaba que se burlaran de ti si mostrabas lo débil que eras por la mujer que amabas?

Well, if that’s the case, then I’m glad you gave up on us. Now you can have your friends and I’ll be here, standing aside, watching how they stab you in the back one by one.

No hay nada más importante que el amor en este mundo y tú, querida, lo descubrirás por las malas.

You’ll understand one day when you are all alone. When all those fake friends have betrayed you. When you’ve crushed your own precious ego.

You’ll see that I was right to call you a fool in this letter. Then you’ll admit it yourself. You were a fool because you gave up on love, on us.

Fuiste un tonto porque te negaste a luchar por nuestro final feliz. Convertiste nuestro pequeño cuento de amor en mi peor pesadilla.

I have to admit, I didn’t feel okay for some time. Hell, I fell apart. But now, I’m here again. Fully recovered and ready for some new battles in life.

Pasé por una profunda depresión. It was so hard to accept that the man I loved more than I’d ever loved myself or anyone else before didn’t even want to try to fight for our love, for me.

Sin embargo, me di cuenta de que tenía que espabilar.

I had to accept everything that had happened and look at it as a huge life lesson that God sent me to warn me that you weren’t so honest about your feelings and that you didn’t love me as much as I loved you.

Lo sé. Valía la pena luchar. Maybe not now, maybe not tomorrow, but one day you’ll realize it too, only then it will be too late. You’ll be left with remorse for the rest of your life.