Sabía Que Eras Una Mala Idea Desde El Momento En Que Te Conocí Pero No Pude Evitarlo

You had me at “Hello”. To be precise, you had me as soon as our eyes locked. Fueron tus ojos, tus celestiales y profundos ojos azules los que hicieron que me enamorara de ti. 

También fue tu sonrisa, tu encanto, your perfect hair… Seriously, how could I resist you? How could anyone resist you?

Antes de darme cuenta de lo que estaba pasando, empezó la interminable batalla entre mi mente y mi corazón.

Casi podía oír a mi corazón susurrando que eras el elegido, mientras mi cerebro gritaba que era una mala idea y que enamorarme de ti sería un terrible error.

It was all so intense. I knew what I had to do, but I couldn’t help myself. I couldn’t ignore my feelings. I finally understood the power of amor a primera vista.

Por desgracia para mí, mi corazón estaba ganando. Decidí escuchar a mi corazón y silencié mi mente. Mi corazón ya estaba condenado. Estaba destinado a romperse desde el principio..

I understand that there is a good reason why we should listen to our minds over our hearts. It’s there to protect our hearts. 

I wish that I had learned that sooner. It would’ve saved me all this pain. But at least I know it now and I’ve promised myself I’ll never make such a bad choice again.

I still don’t know what the deal with you was. From that first glance until it was all over I was under your spell. I forgot all about what I wanted and who I was and I focused solely on you.

Fui en contra de mi buen juicio e ignoré todas las señales de alarma. Estaba enganchada a ti y no podía hacer nada para evitarlo.

Really, what’s the deal with chicas buenas y chicos malos? Vale, entiendo que los polos opuestos se atraen, pero ¿por qué nos enamoramos tan a menudo de los chicos malos?

Eras tan imprevisible que nunca sabía lo que ibas a hacer a continuación. Cada día contigo era una nueva aventura. Me dabas un subidón de adrenalina cada día.

Eras tan excitante y diferente a todos los demás hombres de mi vida. Intentar seguirte el ritmo fue divertido al principio. 

But then I realized that I need something else. Someone more serious. Someone who knows what he wants from life and who isn’t afraid to settle down one day.

Someone the complete opposite of you. I knew you liked who you were, and that you wouldn’t change. That’s why I never asked you to. It would have been wrong.

Nunca pude controlarte y eso me hizo desearte aún más. Siempre hacías todo como querías. Eras el verdadero macho alfa.

I admit it, you were my biggest mistake. But, you’re also my most beautiful and favorite mistake. I felt so alive when I was with you and you’re definitely someone I’ll never forget.

I think you cared for me, too – more than you would ever admit. You are too afraid of commitment, though, and too used to your bad boy ways to do anything about it.

Our breakup is killing me right now, but I have to be honest and say that you’ve changed my life. You taught me that I have to appreciate life more. I’ll forever be thankful for that.

Yes, I knew from the beginning that I shouldn’t fall for you, but it doesn’t help to ease the pain. It hurts like hell but I know that I have to let you go.

It’s okay, I also know that curar un corazón roto lleva tiempo. Vuelve a haber una batalla entre mi mente y mi corazón.

This time, my mind is winning. I’m going to be fine, it’s just that my heart needs some more time to accept what my mind already knows, and that is to save myself by letting you go.