Al mio ex: ecco perché ti ho bloccato

Non voglio che tu arrivi nella mia vita quando ne hai voglia e rovini tutto.

I am in a good place now. I’ve finally found peace, and I don’t want you to tamper with that.

You’ve already taken me to enough roller coaster rides. I don’t need one more.

I blocked you because I want to let you know that I am not available anymore. I won’t jump to see you when you send me a drunken testo a tarda notte.

I won’t be ecstatic from happiness because you remembered I exist. I don’t want to be that girl anymore. I won’t be a doormat you can step on.

I don’t want you to have an insight into my life.

I don’t want to think about what to post or not to post on my social media out of fear you’ll see it.

I don’t want you to feel like I’m sending you some hidden messages through the posts I share.

I don’t want you to know where I am and am I seeing anybody. I don’t want you to know anything about me. You lost that right as soon as you took an exit lane out of my life.

I don’t want to know what’s going on in your life.

I don’t want to see the new girl you are dating. I don’t need to see where you have been and what are you up to these days.

You became my past by your own choice, and it’s best I leave you there. There’s no point in keeping tabs on each other. That’s not the way to let somebody go.

I don’t want to be tempted to check up on you.

If I hadn’t ti ha bloccatoSo che ci sarebbero stati momenti in cui avrei sfogliato i vostri account sui social media, alla ricerca di Dio sa cosa.

At those moments, I would be stricken by nostalgia or I would be just curious. I really can’t tell which, but I know it wouldn’t do me any good.

Avevo bisogno di ricordare chi ero prima che tu entrassi nella mia vita.

I’ve forgotten about that girl. I’ve forgotten her smile. I’ve forgotten what happiness looks like. Intentionally or unintentionally, you took the parts of me I treasured the most.

You took my self-esteem. You took my inner peace. You took my happiness. It’s time I get them back.

It’s time I hit the restart button on my life and ritrovare me stesso, and I can’t do that if you keep popping up at my news feed.

Devo fare pace con il fatto che non cambierai mai.

Rimarrai sempre come sei. Non mi apprezzerai mai.

Mi darai sempre per scontata. Mi calpesterai sempre.

I don’t want to grant you access into my life anymore. I won’t allow you to keep going in and out of my life. I won’t allow you to hurt me again. I’ve had enough.

I blocked you because I don’t need strangers in my life.

Non ti ho mai conosciuto, anche se mi importava così tanto di te. Non sei mai stato onesto su nulla. Dicevi che non avresti mai fatto nulla per ferirmi, ma mi pugnalavi alle spalle. Mi hai fatto piangere e soffrire.

You didn’t care how I felt about what your actions did to me, and I don’t need someone like that in my life.

Non sei più una persona familiare e vicina al cuore. Ora non sei altro che un perfetto sconosciuto.

I blocked you because I know deep down that I don’t need you anymore.

Tutto ciò di cui ho bisogno è me stesso. E ora so di essere sufficiente. Bloccarti è stata la cosa migliore che abbia mai fatto.

Bloccare è la pace nella mia mente. Il blocco è metà della salute. Bloccare è una vita più felice e più sana. Bloccare è amore per se stessi, e io ne ho bisogno di più nella mia vita.