Mi cercherete in tutti gli altri ma non mi troverete

She’s the girl who would have done anything for you. The kind of girl who bent over backward to make you happy. She’s the kind of girl who put your needs before her own. She would have loved you unconditionally.

She’s the girl who gave you cuddles and love when you were feeling down and out, or even just because. She’s the girl who ti ha dato il suo corpo when she was afraid to do so. She’s the girl who gave you her heart, soul and mind because you convinced her to let go and she did it willingly because you ‘loved her’.

She’s the girl who loved to sit up talking to you until the early hours just to make you smile. She’s the girl who made you stare at her so intensely because she was herself. She’s the girl who would make a fool out of herself just to hear you laugh. She’s the naive girl who believed every word that you told her because she started to fall for you. She’s the idiot who continued to love you after you treated her so badly.

She’s the girl you will spend the rest of your life searching for.

Vedete, quello che non avete notato è che la ragazza in piedi proprio di fronte a voi. When she looked deep into your eyes, this girl was looking for you to love her like she loved you. The girl who hugged you so tightly because she was so scared that if she let you go, you wouldn’t come back. You were too Egoista ed egocentrico vedere la ragazza di fronte a te che ti sfugge perché pensavi che sarebbe stata sempre lì, a prescindere da tutto!

Quella ragazza sarebbe stata lì se solo aveste aperto gli occhi e l'aveste trattata con l'amore e il rispetto che meritava. Se l'avessi trattata come la tua ragazza e non come un pezzo di spazzatura usa e getta una volta che hai finito.

She was the girl who never asked for much from you, only a fraction of your time. She’s the girl who understood your other commitments ha avuto luogo sopra la sua and she gave you all the space you needed even though it killed her. She’s the girl who only wanted a simple text now and then when you were too busy to say that you loved her’ or ‘missed her’. She’s the girl who craved the attention you used to give her. The girl who accepted that non sarebbe mai stata una priorità nella vostra vita but settled to get pieces of you as and when you’d give them.

La sua ragazza non avrebbe mai dovuto accontentarsi così a lungo. She’s the girl who deserves to be someone’s number one priority, she’s the girl who deserves to be loved unconditionally just like she loved you. She deserves the world and you could have given her that. It was right in front of your face. She didn’t deserve to be left out in the cold all alone because l'hai abbandonata così crudelmente che non aveva altra scelta che andarsene. L'avete spezzata dopo che si era appena aggiustata.

This girl didn’t want to walk away, she gave you so many chances for you to understand what she was asking from you. It wasn’t a lot! She never asked you for half as much as she gave to you. This girl wanted to be needed, wanted and cared for. She was NEVER a dependent or ‘clingy’ girl—you confused your past relationships with one that was based purely on affection and love. You allowed your past to ruin the La cosa migliore che potesse capitarti. This girl didn’t want to feel so alone when she was with you. This girl soon realized that your love was a lie, you couldn’t have loved her like she loved you because if you had, you would have done anything to keep her.

She’s the girl who laughed at your hurtful jokes about something she was insecure about just so you wouldn’t know she was crying inside. She’s the girl who started to sacrifice her own happiness just so you could have yours. She’s the girl who non si aspettava nulla da voi e non ha ottenuto nulla. She’s the girl who would lie awake at night beside you, sobbing because you had stopped embracing her in your arms but would instead turn your back on her. She’s the girl you got into a relationship with, the one you led to believe you wanted.

She’s the girl you broke, whose heart you tore into two, all because you didn’t realize what you had—you had her at, “Morning beautiful.” It became all about you and never about her, never about ‘us’. She’s the girl you slowly stopped contacting, hoping she would just ‘go away’, when once all you did was overwhelm her. She’s the girl who hoped you weren’t lying when you told her you ‘loved’ her. She’s the girl who waited by her phone for the text she knew she would never receive. She’s the girl whose heart would be in her mouth when you canceled seeing her. She’s the girl who once shined so brightly but your harsh interior rapidly dimmed her light.

Hai detto alla ragazza che ami (che amavi) che ti esaurisce perché è una persona allegra e frizzante, la ragazza per cui hai detto che avresti fatto qualsiasi cosa, la ragazza che hai implorato di lasciarti entrare e di non scappare. La ragazza per cui dicevi che meritava di più e che potevi dimostrarglielo. La ragazza che hai fatto diventare la tua fidanzata quando in fondo volevi un'altra ragazza. sventolio.

La ragazza che si è fidata di te, la ragazza che una volta hai baciato sulla fronte e tenuto tra le braccia.

She’s the girl you wouldn’t open up to, who you wouldn’t let in, even though she tried so hard to be the one to ‘get you’. She’s the girl who you pushed away with your insecurities and inability to be honest about your demons. She’s the girl you rejected again and again toward ‘the end,’ with your cold and detached demeanour.

She’s the girl you wouldn’t become emotionally available for. La ragazza con cui non hai mai avuto un vero appuntamento, la ragazza a cui non hai mai pensato veramente, la ragazza che ti amava ancora e tutti i tuoi difetti. She’s la brava ragazza who you ‘ghosted’ because you are a coward who never grew a backbone enough to let her go.

QUELLA RAGAZZA ERO IO.

Ero la ragazza che avrebbe reso la tua vita migliore. Ero la ragazza che ti avrebbe sostenuto nei momenti belli e in quelli brutti. Ero la ragazza capace di amarti come nessun altro avrebbe fatto o potrebbe fare. I am the girl you couldn’t keep!

It’s only in time that you will capire il dolore e la sofferenza che avete fatto provare a questa ragazza. Non se l'è mai meritato, non ti ha mai fatto soffrire così tanto.

When you wake up alone craving everything you once had and didn’t fight for, only then will you want, miss and need this girl who begged you not to hurt her. You will then feel everything that she felt and more—you will have one of the biggest mistakes you have ever made haunting you. You will regret letting her go. Go have all the one-night stands you want, go do all the things in your schedule that you wouldn’t ‘fit’ her into… You will one day wake up and rendersi conto di ciò che si aveva ma ora non c'è più.

What you should have known is this and she told you enough… È una donna che conosce il proprio valore, she’s a woman who would never put up with the same shit for too long. She’s a woman who had to make one of the hardest decisions in her life and that was to leave the man she loved behind, as he was slowly killing her.

Questo diamante finirà per trovare l'uomo che farebbe QUALSIASI COSA per lei, il re per la sua regina. Il UOMO che sarebbe morto per lei e non l'avrebbe usata come scudo.

You’re the guy who everyone calls an ‘idiot’ because of your actions.

You will soon find that she’s the girl you will be searching for in every other person but I will tell you now, you will never find her. Why? Because she was already standing by your side but you lost her while you were too busy ignoring her existence.

You were the other part of me, now you’re the guy I used to know.

Dalla ragazza che non si guarderà mai indietro.