I was worth it.
I swear to God I was worth the fight and you were a fool for letting me go. You let go of the only girl who’ll ever honestly love you.
I’m not talking about that ordinary love a woman can feel towards her man. I am talking about once-in-a-lifetime love.
About that unconditional, selfless, honest, unwavering, eternal kind of love.
That love was worth fighting for because I’m sure you’ll never find that kind of love again. We have only one chance to find true love and you’ve missed yours.
Eventually, you’ll find someone who’ll love you again, but trust me, you’ll never find someone who’ll love you as I did.
Don’t get me wrong. You know me best. You know that I don’t hold grudges. I really hope you are happy. I would be really pleased if you found someone who loves you for everything you are.
My intention wasn’t to play with you. I just wanted to distance myself to see how strong our love was and whether you were being honest when you said that you’d love me for the rest of our lives.
I still can’t understand how you could say over and over that you loved me if you didn’t feel that way. And you truly said it like a million times.
How could you look me in the eyes and lie? It means that you were lying directly to my face every day.
I know that was my mistake. I should never have put our love to the test. I was wrong to believe that it was so strong it could pass every test.
You made me believe that our connection was so strong that it would endure everything we came up against. I honestly believed that our love would stand the test of time.
Do you remember how we used to say “You and me, until the very end.”?
Haha, actually, it’s funny now. Promising and swearing eternal love for so long, but as soon as hard times came, you gave up and walked away immediately.
Was it because of your male pride or your ego? You just couldn’t allow yourself to be vulnerable or weak for one woman, could you?
I will never understand how keeping your ego in check is more important than keeping the woman you love, your soulmate, in your life.
Were you afraid of what your friends would say? Maybe you were worried that they would make fun of you if you showed how weak you were because of the woman you loved?
Well, if that’s the case, then I’m glad you gave up on us. Now you can have your friends and I’ll be here, standing aside, watching how they stab you in the back one by one.
There is nothing more important than love in this world and you, my dear, will find this out the hard way.
You’ll understand one day when you are all alone. When all those fake friends have betrayed you. When you’ve crushed your own precious ego.
You’ll see that I was right to call you a fool in this letter. Then you’ll admit it yourself. You were a fool because you gave up on love, on us.
You were a fool because you refused to fight for our happy ending. You turned our little fairytale of love into my worst nightmare.
I have to admit, I didn’t feel okay for some time. Hell, I fell apart. But now, I’m here again. Fully recovered and ready for some new battles in life.
I went through a deep depression. It was so hard to accept that the man I loved more than I’d ever loved myself or anyone else before didn’t even want to try to fight for our love, for me.
However, I realized that I had to snap out of it.
I had to accept everything that had happened and look at it as a huge life lesson that God sent me to warn me that you weren’t so honest about your feelings and that you didn’t love me as much as I loved you.
I know I was worth the fight. Maybe not now, maybe not tomorrow, but one day you’ll realize it too, only then it will be too late. You’ll be left with remorse for the rest of your life.
