You are not just a random person to me. You are my friend. You are my soulmate. You are my everything.
You have so many qualities that you don’t see. That’s why you give yourself to men who don’t deserve you. You are beautiful and smart. You are everything a man could wish for in one person.
Why did you have to choose him from all the people on this planet?
He brings out your insecurities and he uses them against you. I’ve seen you cry yourself to sleep. I’ve seen you get up in the morning with dark circles around your eyes because you haven’t slept a second.
You’ve been cursing at the world and at yourself because you’ve hit a dead-end street. You have no idea what to do next. You live from one minute to the next. You don’t deserve that and he doesn’t deserve a woman like you.
Honey, my sweet and most valuable friend, you deserve the world. You deserve a man who’ll cherish and protect you. You deserve someone who’ll always be by your side. Someone who will wipe away your tears when you cry and comfort you when you’re sad.
You deserve a man and not a boy. A man who’ll always bring a shy smile to your face regardless of the mood you’re in. You deserve it all.
You don’t get it because you still don’t see yourself like I do. You don’t think you deserve everything because you aren’t aware of how much you’re worth.
You know what I see when I look at you?
I see a fighter. I see someone who never gives up, even on her darkest days. I see a problem-solver, someone who knows that nothing is impossible. I see this beautiful soul who’s always ready to help someone, even when her life is a complete mess.
I see someone who is willing to discard her selfishness and put her problems aside. I see my best friend.
But you know what I also see?
I also see someone who doesn’t respect herself. I see someone who is scared of how much power she’s got. I see someone who is scared of life and her dreams coming true. And it’s all because of him.
You are better than that. You are absolutely fascinating and interesting. We all see it except you. Wake up please and dump his sorry ass. Wake up and live your life the way you’re supposed to, the way you deserve.
You’re beautiful from the inside out. Let your kindness shine through you.
I can’t stand watching him destroying every piece of you, bit by bit.
I can’t stand him using you for his benefit. I can’t watch it anymore. I know that you didn’t deserve it and you still love him. You tolerate it and you keep giving him second chances although you know he hasn’t deserved them.
I can’t listen to his lies anymore. I know that you don’t buy it either. I know you know he’s lying but you ignore it because you think it’s for the best. You think he’ll change and stop hurting you. He won’t. He’ll only become worse.
I can’t stand looking at you falling apart and not being able to help you. He is probably the worst thing that has happened to you. He is your biggest mistake and you still don’t want to admit it.
I know you are aware of that. I know that deep inside, you know that love isn’t supposed to hurt this much. I know that you understand that love isn’t supposed to scare or worry you. Love isn’t supposed to make you want to cry all the time.
And all you experience is that. All you feel are those lousy feelings. You know it isn’t right but you still haven’t admitted it to yourself.
He has made you believe that all of what you’re going through is normal. He has made you believe that love is cruel and wicked.
Please leave him and come back to the people who actually love you. We will be here for you no matter how many mistakes you make. We will stand by your side. I will stand by your side.
After all, you are my soulmate, my person. No matter what you do, I will be here for you. I may get angry at you and yell at you but I’ll always love you and I’ll always tell you the truth, no matter how much it hurts.
Now, I’m telling you the truth and I’m begging you to bring your life back. You deserve it and you know it.
You deserve a strong man and not a manipulative coward.
I miss you,
Your best friend