Dear, whoever it may concern,
Before we start anything I just want you to know that I want it all or nothing at all. Don’t even bother to date me if you won’t give all in. Don’t promise me eternal love if you are going to hit on every girl that you meet.
Don’t promise me that you will be here for the better or worse if you are not capable of doing that. And above all, don’t say you love me if you don’t mean it.
I am a girl who has been through so much shit in her life. I know what it feels like to be in a relationship with a man who treats everyone better than me. I got used to dating assholes who pretended they loved me just to get in my panties. I know what it feels like to love someone almost so much that it hurts, while all you get from him is indifference.
Just because of all this I am asking you to not make a fool out of me.
Love me or leave me but don’t treat me like shit.
Now that I have been through so many things, I finally know what I want. I want love so deep that the ocean would be jealous of it. I want the love that makes feel like home. I want a man who will be deeply and madly in love with me, without limitations. Simply, I want it all or nothing at all.
I know that I am a mess and if you think it is too much for you, you are allowed to leave anytime you want.
All I want is you to be sincere with me. If you treat me well I will do the same for you but if I see that you are becoming toxic or if you try to change me I swear I will dump you.
I have been too nice for too long toward people who didn’t deserve my kindness. And I’ve had enough now. I don’t want history to repeat. I don’t want to be a broken-hearted girl anymore.
I want to be happy while I am in love. You know, love doesn’t need to be complicated if we don’t make it like that. All you have to do is to love with your entire heart. As simple as that.
This time, I want it all to be different.
No pain. No tears. No mistakes. No lies. I finally want to experience that kind of love people write books about.
I just want you to know that I will do my best to achieve that, so if you love me, please do the same. I promise I will always be there for you in your moments of sorrow but also in moments of your greatest happiness.
I want the kind of love that will give me chills every time I see you, even if we live together and we spend so much time together. I want you to lose your breath every time I pop up, but just because you feel something for me, not because I want it.
I know there will always be some bumps in the road but we will fix that together. If you just trust me and care enough for me like I will do for you, we can conquer the world together. I just need you to make up your mind. I need you to accept me with all my imperfections because they make me perfect in my own way.
I want you to know that some things are not impossible if you try hard. If you want to go on this life journey with me I will save you a seat in my future.
In the end, I will remind you once more that I am a girl who wants it all or nothing at all. So baby, I am begging you to not fall in love with me unless you are going to stay!