I’ve never been a vengeful type of gal. Even when someone would hurt me, I would always try to make excuses for them. I would try to justify them in my own eyes and I would try my best to forgive them. When I think about it now, it didn’t make me perfect. I don’t…
I heard that you’re missing me like crazy, that you’re trying to get in touch with me. I heard that you’re sorry and want to take it all back. That you can’t find anyone like me, how I was the best thing that happened to you. And yet you pushing me away was the best…
When you find yourself in an unhealthy relationship, you try to justify everything the other person is doing to you. You make excuses for the bad treatment you keep receiving and you try to find love in places where it clearly doesn’t exist. And in this process, you forget what true love should look like….
When I think of you, somehow I manage to forget everything bad that happened between us. I’ve managed to forget all the pain you caused me and all the toxicity in our relationship. Somehow, I’ve managed to forget all the tears I cried because of you and everything I went through in our relationship. I…
Behind all the walls, behind the mask of a happy girl stands a woman. A woman broken by the world, we would say. Someone broken by an abuser, left by her friends and her lover whom she thought would be her saviors. You might remember her as the little girl with the loud laugh and…
I know we are just getting to know each other and that neither of us actually knows where we stand. I know that we are just at the beginning of our journey and that neither of knows how this will turn out. I know we’ve just started seeing each other but the truth is I…
Oh how I wish I could take that back. All of it. The pain and the agony. The desperation. The humiliation you feel when you throw yourself out there, only to be rejected. And for what? How did I allow you to hurt me so much that I wanted to crawl into a hole and…
The hopeless feeling you left me was undeniable. I put my all into you, to receive nothing in return. I hoped one day that you would return. But another part of me knows you gave up on me for more reasons than one. I wish you the best of luck on your journey. I hope…
I don’t regret meeting you, I regret letting you consume me. How can I regret meeting someone who made me feel like I’m flying? How could I regret ever meeting you, when you were the one who shaped me? It wasn’t your love that did that, to be honest. It was the way you consumed…
I didn’t learn from my mistakes. Giving too much of myself away was never a problem in the beginning, but that would soon change. Not only with you, but in all my relationships before you. It feels so familiar, the same feeling over and over again. It never changes, because I can’t stop it. I…