Una lettera aperta al ragazzo che mi ha abbandonata

La sensazione di disperazione che mi hai lasciato era innegabile. Ho messo tutto me stesso in te, per non ricevere nulla in cambio.

I hoped one day that you would return. But another part of me knows you gave up on me for more reasons than one. I wish you the best of luck on your journey. I hope one day you find the happiness you couldn’t find in me.

Dopo aver notato quelle fluttuazioni nelle tue azioni, ho capito che tra noi era finita.

I wasn’t your main priority anymore

I thought what you were going through was just a phase. You spent less time reaching out to me. You didn’t make plans to see me anymore.

Le telefonate arrivavano sempre meno. Volevo solo credere che forse sarebbe tornata la persona carismatica e persistente che eri un tempo.

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Hai perso interesse per me

I tried to earn you back but I knew I wasn’t the issue. L'interesse che avevi per me era sparito. Ho iniziato a capire che più mi spingevo su di te, più tu scappavi.

Your mind was on another agenda. You had your own goals, aspirations, and realities that couldn’t be fulfilled with me as a lifelong partner.

I tried my best to get you to love me again. I wasn’t able to satisfy your needs. My love will now be given to somebody who desires me as much as I desire them.

Avete avuto altri

You don’t have to lie to me. I knew the whole time. I knew that you weren’t just focused on me. I saw the way you acted when I accused you of having others. I was never enough for you.

That is why you had to find other versions of me. To achieve a sense of admiration I couldn’t provide for you. I gave you everything. The others that you had on the side just made you feel more empty. I could’ve given you everything that you asked for.

You weren’t ready to settle down

Sono sempre stata troppo matura per il mio bene. Le mie aspettative sono cresciute con l'avanzare dell'età. Questo mi ha lasciato sempre più insoddisfatto. Ho cercato di parlarti dei nostri progetti futuri insieme.

La verità era che, you just weren’t ready to settle down. Invece, mi hai fatto credere che un giorno lo saresti stato. Io ti ho creduto. Ora mi sento più sola e più scoraggiata che mai.

Now, we live our lives on completely different spectrums. Different cities. Different lifestyles. A part of me wishes that it didn’t have to be this way. My heart yearns for you to return. I hope you are content in any direction life decides to gravitate you to.

Hai rinunciato a me.

And I hope that one day you seek a person who fulfills you in a way that I couldn’t. I wish the best for you and your endeavors.
di Isabella Piper