Non osare tornare nella mia vita come se non fossi mai scomparsa

Chi credi di essere? Chi ti ha dato il diritto di entrare e uscire dalla mia vita, come se fosse tua?

Listen to me and listen carefully: you’re the one who left me. The one who walked away from us.

You’re the one who mi ha fatto da fantasmasenza mai darmi una spiegazione adeguata.

Quello che mi ha scaricato senza chiudere e che mi ha lasciato a cercare delle risposte da solo.

You’re the one who vanished out of my life, without the decency to break up with me in person.

Quello che era troppo codardo per affrontarmi e che ha scelto di sparire, senza pensare alle conseguenze.

I didn’t push you away from me, I didn’t ask for a break and nor did I abandon you. Instead, I just let you go.

Quindi, quale sembra essere il problema ora? Now, when I’m just one step away from full recovery?

Dovresti vergognarti troppo anche solo per provare a riapparire nella mia vita.

Come puoi guardarmi negli occhi e chiedermi di farti rientrare, dopo tutto quello che hai fatto?

Sentivi che ti avevo quasi dimenticato e hai deciso di rovinarmi tutto? Sentivi che mi stavi perdendo per sempre e sei tornato per evitare che ciò accadesse?

What do you want from me now? Haven’t you hurt me enough?

Why don’t you stick to your decisions? Be man enough and leave me alone. After all, that’s exactly what you did the last time!

I hate to break it to you but unlike you, I have strength of character. Once upon a time, I told you that you wouldn’t get any second chances with me.

I know better than to allow you to break my heart once again. I’m wiser than to trust a douchebag like you.

Therefore, I’ll be the one who is standing behind her words. I swear—I’m not letting you back into my life, even if it’s the last thing I do.

Don’t get me wrong—this has nothing to do with the emotions I might have for you. So, don’t dare try to accuse me of never loving you enough just because I don’t allow you to treat me like a piece of garbage.

You see, I’m not your second choice, your safety net or an ripensamento. I’m not someone you can come to when everyone else abandons you.

I’m not a girl who will put her life on hold, patiently waiting for you to come back. Non una persona che vi implorerà di scegliere lei e di certo non qualcuno che vi darà infinite seconde possibilità.

I’m not the type of woman who will put up with your crap, as long as she has you by her side. Not someone who will allow you to treat her the way you want, just so you wouldn’t leave her.

I’m not a girl who will give you the green light to keep on hurting her. A girl who will always keep her door and arms wide open for you, despite the way you treat her.

I’m not someone who will settle for breadcrumbs of your love and attention. Not someone you can play your little mind games with.

Most importantly—I’m no longer the girl who loved you more than she loves herself. What a shock, right?

Well, from now on, I’m putting myself first. I’m done wasting my time and energy on people who don’t deserve it and on relationships that are doomed to fail.

Sorry but I refuse to serve you as an ego booster, as proof that somewhere you’re still loved and wanted.

Mi rifiuto di servirti come piano di riserva, come persona a cui rivolgersi quando tutto il resto è andato in pezzi.

Let me tell you something: I’m worth much more than your deceptions. I will not allow you to play with me or to drag me into an endless circle of break-ups and make-ups.

I don’t give a damn about your false promesse, empty excuses and phoney apologies. You’re too late!