Volevo che tu mi aggiustassi, ma mi hai spezzato ancora di più

Ricordo ancora il giorno in cui ti ho incontrato, sembravi l'uomo che avevo aspettato per tutta la vita. Eri generoso, gentile e avevi il sorriso più bello di sempre.

Too bad that from your sweet mouth there were so many lies that I couldn’t imagine anyone could say.

You know, I really didn’t see you coming. You just appeared in front of me and I thought to myself that God himself was sending you to save me from myself.

But, as always, I was so wrong. You came into my life just like you could feel my wounds that were still bleeding. You were like a wild animal that was feeding on someone’s flesh.

E questo è ciò che hai fatto con me. Sei venuto e hai conosciuto tutta la mia storia.

Sapevi che avevo passato le pene dell'inferno e che l'ultima cosa di cui avevo bisogno era qualcuno che mi avrebbe approfittarsi di me.

I still remember the day when I told you about the man who totally ruined me and just walked away. You said to me that I didn’t deserve that and that he was stupid for letting me go.

Hai detto che ero troppo perfetta per uno come lui e che se avessi voluto, lui avrebbe cercato di guarire tutte quelle crepe e cicatrici nel mio cuore.

Nella mia testa c'erano tanti sentimenti contrastanti, ma soprattutto volevo essere amata. E ti ho dato una possibilità perché avevo bisogno di qualcuno che mi facesse sentire meglio.

Pensavo che fossi un vero uomo per questo, ma mi sbagliavo..

I can’t blame myself because you were such a damn good actor. You found a way to deceive a girl who loved you.

You said that you would never hurt me. You said you wouldn’t and you fucking did!

Mi hai picchiato fino alla morte emotiva facendomi tutte quelle cose brutte. Per te ero la vittima perfetta perché qualcuno mi aveva già ferito.

You just came and finished the job. That was a way for you to feel superior. Well, let me tell you something. In love, there isn’t anyone who is superior.

In amore, entrambe le persone sono uguali in tutto ciò che fanno. Nell'amore, non c'è nessuno al di sopra o al di sotto di te, ma piuttosto sono accanto a te, dove c'è il tuo cuore.

Oh wait, that is something that you obviously don’t have. Because if you had a heart, you wouldn’t have hurt me so badly.

I just don’t understand why you did all that to me. Why all that cheating, name-calling, emotional and physical abuse and gaslighting?

What did you want to get out of it? Someone who would listen to you blindly? Don’t you know that I already did that because I loved you?

You didn’t have to do all those nasty things to me. I just wanted you to love me but you couldn’t do even that. Because in your own way you were broken too.

But like any man, you were too proud to admit that. And the truth is that you can’t love someone else if you don’t love yourself. And that was a mistake we both made.

Entrambi volevamo ricevere amore da un'altra persona, ma in realtà dovevamo solo amare noi stessi per essere guariti.

I admit my mistake and I know that I won’t repeat it anymore. In all this mess called life, I have learned so many things, though I learned all of them in a tough way.

I learned that I shouldn’t have to believe in all your lies that you told me just to get into my bed. I learned that I should first respect myself so others can do that as well.

I learned that I can’t force love to come into my life but I have to wait for it. Because if I force something, it might not be the right thing.

I know that from my experience with you. I wanted someone to be with me so badly but it turned out that I didn’t make as good a choice as I had thought.

You were such a coward to break an already broken woman. And the worst thing was that you didn’t feel any remorse for doing that.

Pensavate che il nostro relazione tossica sarebbe durato a lungo e che tu mi avresti sempre controllato.

But you didn’t know that I am a born warrior and sooner or later I would stand up and fight for myself.

Quando ci si rende conto di avere una sola vita da vivere e che qualcuno la sta distruggendo, si impazzisce.

Ed è quello che ho fatto. Ho perso completamente la testa e ti ho cacciato dalla mia casa e dal mio cuore.

Anche se ti amavo e anche se mi faceva male lasciarti andare, sapevo che era più doloroso tenerti vicino. Ora, finalmente, ho la chiusura che desideravo tanto.

Now, I am a woman who knows what she wants and I won’t settle for less than I deserve.

And you know what? I really don’t need a man to fix me. I just need a man who will love me while I fix myself. And that man will never be YOU!