Ever since we parted ways, I’ve really tried my hardest not to think about the potential our love story had. I do my best not to think of everything we could have become and all the could haves, should haves, and might haves. However, I don’t always succeed. There are moments when I can’t help…
Once upon a time, there was a girl who felt like she could no longer fight. Who felt like all the energy had drained out of her. She felt tired, sick, indifferent. There was this boy. There’s ALWAYS a boy. He made her sink deep down into the abyss. The great, black hole swallowed her….
Do you know what it’s like to constantly be the one who pulls the shorter end of the stick in life? Do you know how it is to always to be the one who loves more, to be the one who gives more and to be the one who’s always there for people but never…
I’m done trying to fix you. I’m done being the last one on the list. I’m done being an option, a routine call or sorry I forgot. I’m tired of feeling miserable after realizing you weren’t even thinking about me when I was counting on you. It’s so disappointing. I’m tired of getting my hopes…
When you and I met and when we started our relationship, we had numerous plans for the future. We hoped to accomplish a lot and we wanted to do it all together. We were certain we would grow old together and that our love didn’t have an expiration date. We were certain that nothing and…
I want love – true love to finally show me I can be myself. I want a love that doesn’t hide, that isn’t calculated, scared, or indecisive. I want love so strong it overcomes all my fears. Is that too much to ask? Sometimes I’m so convinced I will never find it. The emptiness in…
It’s not my fault that you are an idiot who left me. It’s not my fault that you’ve made the biggest mistake of your life and you’ve realized it too late. That’s why, my darling, I don’t give a fuck that you miss me. You thought that life would be better without me, you thought…
I’ve already wasted too much time and too many feelings and wishes to allow this to continue any longer. It was so easy to fall into this emotional limbo with you and now I am forever stuck somewhere between a friend and a lover and that’s not where I want to be. I don’t want…
Looking back at it now I cannot help but ask myself the question—was any of it real? Life went on as if nothing had happened and maybe it didn’t. How else could I explain the fact that you became a stranger so easily? I don’t believe what they say about staying friends with your past…
When I say, “I love you,” I am saying ‘forever’. When I say that I am afraid to lose you, I am saying that I have no idea how would my life move on without you. It makes me sound as if I am seemingly desperate and I don’t actually mind. You know me too…