Ti amo, ma non mi meriti

Ti amoLo amo. Ma amo di più me stesso. Ti ho dato tutto quello che avevo. Ho cercato in tutti i modi di aiutarti, sperando che ti rimettessi in piedi da solo.

I tried so hard to make you feel loved, hoping that you’d see that you’re worthy of it.

But you didn’t, and honestly, I can’t take it anymore.

I bent over backwards to show you that I still love you and that I don’t want us to end, but now I see the man I loved is long gone.

Quell'uomo in qualche modo si è perso lungo la strada e tu ti sei trasformato in un uomo che prende soltanto, ma non dà mai. Un uomo che mi vede come la sua roccia, ma che non è in grado di essere la mia.

A man who thinks everyone is out to get him, that he’s the only victim. I love you , but I can’t take this anymore. I can’t keep on being the one who’s always to blame.

I can’t keep on being the bad guy when I’m not. I love you , but I love me more.

You hurt me and even though I miss you , I know I no longer deserve this heartbreak . I don’t want to get over you , but for my own sake, that is exactly what I need to do.

For too long have I let men control my happiness, but now it’s time I wished you good luck and took the control back.

Ti amo, but you don’t deserve my tears. How can I stay with you when you’re the guy who caused me this heartache ?

You are supposed to wipe the tears from my face. You’re supposed to kiss them away. You’re supposed to keep me from crying.

Instead, you’re the one making me cry.

You’re the one whose actions break my heart every day – every time you let me fall asleep alone, every time you let me go to bed thinking that I’m not enough, every time you let me walk away without coming after me, thinking that I’ll come back.

But not anymore. You don’t deserve my affection and commitment. You don’t deserve my attention anymore.

My feelings for you have not disappeared overnight, but my respect has. I am finally ready to admit to myself that it’s the end of our love affair.

I wish I could say that you deserve better , but that’s not true.

I deserve better than you and by letting you go, that’s the only thing I will go after now.

Non lascerò che il mio cuore spezzato mi definisca e terrò la testa alta. Potrai anche avermi spezzato il cuore, ma il mio spirito è ancora intatto.

Andrò avanti e ritroverò il mio posto felice.

Ti amo, but you don’t deserve my devotion. I’m done giving you everything and getting nothing in return.

I’m done giving you all of my time, all of my love, all of me, just so I would fix you.

I’m done making an effort and watching it go unappreciated and unnoticed.

I finally know that it’s not up to me to fix you. I’m not supposed to give away parts of me to complete you.

I’m not meant to lose myself so you can find yourself. That’s toxic love and I’ve had enough of it.

I used to think that I was the one whose responsibility it was to mend your heart when you felt broken. But it’s not.

That’s on you. I can only give you so much without getting broken myself. Heartache is not something to be shared.

Just because you are damaged doesn’t mean I need to be too.

Ed è per questo che accetto la fine di noi due. So che il mio sforzo e la mia devozione meritano di essere ricambiati, e queste sono cose che tu non potrai mai darmi.

Ti amo, but you don’t deserve my heart. You don’t deserve my love , and you don’t deserve to share my happiness or my pain.

You wouldn’t know how to appreciate it anyway. You never did.

Mi hai dato per scontato. Hai continuato a prendere e prendere parti di me senza nemmeno controllarmi.

Mi hai usato come un bidone della spazzatura, sfogandoti sempre con me, ma non hai mai mostrato interesse ad aiutarmi. Anch'io ero distrutta. Anch'io ero triste. Anch'io avevo bisogno di te.

Ti è mai importato abbastanza da vedere il dolore nei miei occhi? C'è mai stato un momento nella nostra relazione in cui mi hai visto davvero?

Not the woman who’s here only to help you, but the woman who loved you with all of her heart, the woman who was ready to spend the rest of her life with you?

La donna che ha la sua storia, il suo passato, le sue speranze e i suoi sogni? O ero solo comoda da avere intorno?

My mother always told me, ”Either make him see your love, devotion, and sacrifice for your relationship or show him the door!” and I am finally listening to her advice.

Questo è il mio modo di dimostrarti che ero comunque troppo buono per te.

Marilyn Monroe ha detto la cosa migliore:

“I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.”

Ti amo, ma you don’t deserve me. Non meriti più il mio corpo, la mia mente o la mia anima.

Mi hai dato per scontata e non hai mai lottato per me. Non una volta mi hai mostrato che eri pronto a impegnarti per me, che eri pronto a impegnarti per noi.

Not once did you make me feel loved, and I don’t deserve that. I deserve more than to be half-loved. I deserve more than to just be there when you need me.

Merito di qualcuno che mi voglia, che voglia passare del tempo con me, che faccia di tutto per farmi sorridere.

Someone who will want to date me for the rest of our lives, not only because I’m good for him, but because he loves me.

I deserve to be loved, and, let’s be honest, you never loved me. You saw me as the all- American girl next door, but there is so much more to me than that.

Pensavo che mi sareste mancati voi e le nostre serate "Netflix and chill" più di ogni altra cosa.

The way you stroked my hair as I was falling asleep on your shoulder – God knows how often that happened. But those are all things I am determined to forget now.

Deve esserci qualcun altro là fuori che sia in grado di darmi ciò che merito senza dover compromettere la mia felicità.

I choose to believe God has better plans for me than this, and that’s what is helping me push through.