My love,
I know that sometimes I neglected to tell you how I appreciate everything that you did for me, so I would like to do it in this way. I hope that you will read this letter and that you will feel my love toward you from every word written in here. I know that I am not the easiest person to handle and that I have my old demons who don’t let me live the life I deserve.
You know, I was always so different from you. I was always the anxious one, the depressed one while you were cheerful and the soul of every conversation. But I had my reasons to behave like that and you could understand all of them. I am just thankful to you for accepting me the way I was even if you could be with someone who wasn’t so fucked up as me. Now it looks like you saw something in me, that nobody else was able to see and that you stayed because of that. You were always my best friend, my lover and my better half.
You always knew what to say to calm me and you knew how to make me feel better with only one hug. With you, I felt what real love is and even though I was going through a shitty period in my life, I didn’t miss all the sweetness of your love. I am just sorry that I didn’t always show you how much I loved you. I am sorry for not sharing my life with you while you shared all your darkest secrets with me. I am sorry that I sucked sometimes and that I didn’t know what to do to make you happy. I am sorry for letting you down so many times because I didn’t know how to behave in situations like that.
I only know that I loved you with all my heart and I still do and I know that you can feel that from every hug or kiss. I am so grateful to have you in my life because you are a high-quality man and I don’t know how I deserved you. You must be an angel God sent to me, to save me from myself. You were my salvation when life was rough and the light at the end of the tunnel every time when I couldn’t believe that things will work in my favor.
The truth is, you were a man who helped me to put myself back together so many times. I really don’t know why you stayed so many times when every other man in your situation would have escaped. But you were there for me and there are no words that can describe how happy I am to have you close. I am aware of the fact that I wasn’t the woman that you wanted to live your life with but yet, you stayed to fix me and to love all the broken pieces. You saw so much potential in me that nobody else ever saw before.
And you know why? Because you didn’t look only at the surface but in my soul. You weren’t the kind of a man who falls in love with looks only but with the heart and with the soul. And because of that, you are so special. Because of that I love you to the moon and back, and I hope that you will see my effort to make our story long. In you, I found my best friend, my lover and my soulmate and I don’t want to live any day without you.
So, if you ever read this letter, just know that there is a woman out there who loves you like the first day and who wants to spend the rest of her life with you. She is maybe not the perfect one but she is perfect for you and as long as she knows that, there won’t be any problems that can’t be solved between the two of you. As long as you stay close to her and give her your unconditional love and support, she will be just fine.
In fact, she will be the happiest woman alive because she was so lucky meeting the one who is not a coward who will come back to her only when he needs her. Instead, he is the one who will never leave!