I know you are in pain. I know it is hard.
I know that you think that God has left you.
And you are probably giving your best to fight but you are tired to the bone.
You need His help.
And no matter how many times you ask Him to help you, you get no response.
And it gets even harder.
It gets hard both mentally and physically.
You feel you can’t take it anymore.
You simply want to give up.
What you don’t know is that during all this time of your struggle, He is there to watch you fight.
He is there to see how you will transform into a completely new person.
He doesn’t help you because he wants you to run this battle.
He knows you are strong enough to fight against anything life throws at you.
He knows that you trust Him and that you won’t give up.
He just wants to be silent and let you do things your way.
Just like during a test in school.
Don’t you know that the teacher always remains silent during the test?
What you are going through right now is only one test more.
God is checking if you are strong enough for the things you asked Him for.
And no, you don’t need to have to say anything to Him.
He already knows what is in your heart, even if you remain silent.
He knows what you need.
He just can’t give it to you right now because it is not the right time.
God always has the perfect timing.
Please don’t doubt that.
He will give you certain things not when you want them but when He sees you need them.
Not before, not after.
But once you get what you wanted so much, you will realize that you weren’t ready before.
You will feel that He, once again, was right.
And what is most important, you will realize He was there all the time.
You will see He never left your side. And He never will.
So, when life gets rough again, don’t be scared that you will be left alone.
God is always by your side and nobody can harm you.
I am not saying all will be flawless in your life because it won’t.
There will be temptations and rough patches.
There will be times when you will ask yourself what your purpose is.
There will be hard times, times when you will wish you weren’t born in the first place and in those moments, you will need Him the most.
But in all those bad days, try to remain strong because God made you like that.
He wants you to manage a life you will be proud of.
He doesn’t want your life to overcome you. You are bigger than that.
You are made for big things and that is something you need to remember.
All that pain that you feel right now is made for a higher purpose.
It is a part of your life to make you stronger.
It is there to transform a caterpillar into a butterfly.
It is there to set you free.
And when that happens, you will reach an extremely dangerous level of freedom.
A level nobody will be able to take away from you.
So, the next time something bad happens in your life, don’t despair.
Think of it as a blessing in disguise.
Think about it as God’s plan to make a better you.
Think about it as a process you need to go through to get where you want.
And please bear in mind that all along the road, God will never leave your side.